( My story )

From 200 yards
to the wall.

Artist, former art teacher, runner and cyclist. Someone who learned the hard way that you can't fight your way to being well.

Gavin Oakes at the Mourne Way Marathon
Mourne Way Marathon
01 / Where it started

In 2007 I was 28, and I wasn't in a good place. I was struggling with my weight and with binge eating, and both my physical and mental health were suffering. A short walk could leave me out of breath.

When I left teaching, I started walking. Just getting outside. It was a small beginning, but it opened up a different life: running, then yoga and meditation, and a growing curiosity about wellbeing as a whole, not just fitness.

For a long time I did it the hard way. Ten years of "no pain, no gain", with the injuries to prove it. What I've learned since is simpler: nourish the body and the mind, don't fight them.

02 / The road so far
  1. 2007A short walk, out of breath.Leaving teaching. Getting outside for the first time in a long time.
  2. ThenWalking became running.Then yoga, meditation, and a wider interest in how body and mind work together.
  3. 25+Marathons, and counting.Plus ultras, mountain events, road cycling and duathlons.
  4. 2016You Lifestyle Balance.Writing about balance over burnout, and why exercise isn't war. The Liverpool half marathon.
  5. 2018The Great Wall of China.A charity trek, written up day by day. Training for Dublin.
  6. StudyThe mind behind the habits.Training in Neuro-Linguistic Programming and the study of emotional eating.
  7. 2026Life is always now.Picking the journal back up, with more on the mind than ever.
03 / Why write

The adventures and the setbacks.

This journal is where I share both. If something here helps you take your own first 200 yards, it's done its job.